I am a 22 year old living in Denver CO. I am a lover of cold weather, ballet, symphonies, wine, dance and Fosse! I have two cats a parrot and someday a great dane. I have had an eating disorder (EDNOS, ana or mia) since I was 12 and my eating issues began when I was in third grade.
My low weight has been 90 pounds and my high weight was 115 pounds. I am 5'3'' and my goal weight #1: 92 pounds Goal weight #2: 88 pounds. I began puking and cutting when I was 12 years old. I have been raped twice and have had a dozen friends die.
But it seems that the best comfort and my best friend is my ED. Ana is the only reason why I am alive and I can't imagine my life w/o her even though I wish she never existed.
I had a good childhood, but a bad teenage experience. I am characterized as shy and very reserved, but I have plenty to say. I have never belonged to any group and I wish I did...I have always been a loner. Although people say I am pretty, I was never asked to a single HS dance which is ironic b/c I was "popular" and "pretty". I still can't find a damn date other than beer guzzling, just want sex guys. I guess that is okay...I need to be thin not to be married right now.
I am well aware of my problems so please don't comment about "needing help". I have had help for years (actually since Columbine shooting) and it doesn't work for me. I wont stop until I am thin enough!

clovedancer@hotmail.com
Age:
26 Years Old
(3/16/1983)
Location:
Denver, Colorado
Dislikes
- Fat on my legs
- Butter
- Mayo
- Loud obnoxious/arrogant people
- Traffic
- summer
- mornings
- Tom Cruise
- People magazine