Time - Monday, August 1st 2005 12:50 AM
Time has been too slow for me right now, I think I am going crazy or I am already crazy. I can't stand this eating thing...I think I am going to skip eating tomorrow and...
CLOSE CALL - Friday, July 29th 2005 5:34 PM
So, I (the retard that I am) decided to tell my therapist (of whome I have not seen all summer) that I wanted to die. Unfortunately for me he took this news quite seriosly...
Guilt - Thursday, July 7th 2005 8:37 PM
I ate today...I felt so bad for my father as he sat there begging me to eat so I just had to. It was my decision but I wish I could take it back. I can't sit there...
ZEN - Wednesday, July 6th 2005 9:54 PM
Zen, has anyone ever felt Zen? I have (not recently), I love it! I was actually thinking of fasting...when I fast I get the feeling of Zen and I start to think...
Flake - Tuesday, July 5th 2005 6:24 PM
I have a b it of a problem....I want to flake out. Flake out on life really and I know that is terrible but I can't handle this eating thing. I just can't do...